dehdays : the life story

  Just going on ... Life is not easily understandable . It plays trics one after another. Nothing is in my hands. Everything is flowing and flying. If I try to catch or hold , it escapes out of my hands. The path has become slippery. I am just taking care to walk soberly. I have to keep balancing myself. That is what I can do at this hour. That is the only thing at my hand. Of course , I am going to do that. I will keep on walking and at the same time keep an eye on that moment when I will have firm hold on my life. It requires a great amount of patience , which I have to gather from time to time . Full mind control is essential at every step. This stepping is not easy , but  I will  definitely see that moment when I will have full command on what is happening. Today it is not the situation to make any move or decision . That is why I am just going on . I am almost passing the time ! Present is due to past  I know that today is not only today. It is the outcome of past and it will be t