You have seen that my life has many ups and downs. They are strange. That's why my struggle becomes more difficult. I had accepted this. But, I didn't know what was lying in coming years...particularly after my retirement. Now, it is more than five years after I retired ...
Actually, the last five years phase started after my retirement. I was in a government service. I retired in November 2018. Now it is five years plus. I simply thought that everything will go smoothly, at least, after the retirement. Unfortunately, it was not so. Few things went wrong.
First , my income level decreased to fifty percent , as I became a pensioner. It was obvious and according to government rules. This government rules called G. R. in short , created an unfortunate joke in one of the offices. Once upon a time, a man became a head of a Zillha Parishad. He had little education. In politics , education has very little role . This man was elected by voters and that was the only elegibility that counts. He did not know much about English . One day, a clerk said the a new G. R. has arrived. The head immediately said , " Then what are you looking for ! Say that G. R. to see me immediately ". The clerk didn't know how to clear the matter. At last, anyhow he managed to tell his boss that G.R. means government resolution ! Whether this joke actually happened or not , but this joke was told for many years on the name of that political Z.P. Head !
Jokes apart, I lost smile on my face since more than last five years. Apart from decreased income, I have to face my wife's illness and uncertain behavior of my son . That was not enough , the quarrels between my wife and son started . These quarrels almost went on to break my family. I was just trying to join the two opposite poles and smooth my family life. But, the matter became worse. My position became like a sandwitch ! I have been always on hope and tried my best to do the best for keeping my family united. I am still doing that !
Will I become successful in coming days ? Will I be able to solve the family problems ? It is to be seen ahead...
Today, is 09th June, 2024. Let's see what will happen next...
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